jello shots
August 09, 2002, 10:34 pm
agh...2nite wus ok.
la de da. so i just chilled around the house 2day. grace came over @ like 3 ish...and then my dad took her home and me 2 my mamas @ like 5:30. allen came and got me @ like 6:15 and we got grace and we went 2 this bbq @ peter nixons house...he plays soccer @ falls...hes gonna b a senior. it wus aight...so we chilled there 4 awhile...ate sum good bbq food...then left. we went 2 jons...yeah but nobody wus there. i wus so pissed. he didnt call me 2 tell me he wusnt gonna b there. and he hasnt called me yet 2nite. i wanna call him i do. but then again i dont. im gonna stand my ground and not call him. but hopefully hell call me. im gonna feel really bad if he dont call me :-(. so yeah then we went 2 joel's house...and it wus fuckin awesum. i payed 3 bucks and i covered grace...and we both had jello shots and beer. it wus great. i had 9 cherry, straight everclear jello shots and a beer...gracie had like 7 jello shots...sum everclear sum not so strong vodka...and 3 beers. lol grace is so drunk by the time we go home...im still good. im just buzzing. agh but it wus worth it. it wus out in steeplechase w/ a bunch of cy creek ppl...yeah and they liked country...yay...and they were playin the guitar and singin great songs...it wus awesum. im glad i went. but im still so fuckin pissed @ jon. i dont no wut 2 think. i dunno if he likes rachelle...shit i dunno if he likes me...but i wish i new...i hate waiting...and i get the feeling im gonna lose this 1...like i lost w. chad 2 another girl...i lost w. matt...i lost w/ lee 2 another girl. it sux ass. i dont wanna lose jon 2. agh.
travis just called. hes @ a bday party w/ jon and mei lee and everybody. i wanna b there. y didnt he wanna b w/ me 2nite? hes w/ fuckin rachelle. this sux ass.
lol jello shots are great. especially cherry 1s. i luv cherry shit. lol yeah newayz.
agh!!! we got 2 c michael 2nite!!! hes been in colombia all summer...so it wus really kool 2 c him. i luv michael...hes so fun lol. im glad hes back. i missed him.
agh cesars such a touchy-feely guy. and he wouldnt back off all nite. thats cuz he wus drunk of course but still. it wus annoying. i dont like him. he lies 2 much 2 make himself look good. blah.
i dont wanna go back 2 skool!!! it sux so bad.
i talked 2 jon again 2day. it wus kool i guess. i dunno where this is goin. i really dont. i wish i had sum idea.
allen told me 2nite 2 stop worryin about jon. i wish i could. but i cant. and i dont like it. and then he wus like well if it dont work out...just move on. but i have nobody 2 move on 2. jons the 1st guy thats liked me in awhile. and ive gotten 2 attached 2 move on now. y couldnt it just work out 4 once? y? i dont get it...i really dont.
i felt really kool 2nite. 3 damn guys asked 4 graces #...and 0 asked 4 mine. lol well 2 kinda did...eh but i think they did it outta pity. i mean i no they all were drunk so it wusnt that big of flattery...but nun the less they all went 4 grace again. i really dont get it. eh but i dont seem 2 b understanding much of nething these days so y should this b ne different.
travis said hes gonna talk 2 jon 2nite...cuz he dont like me bein in this situation. im glad. travis is a good guy most of the time. he caught grace in a lie 2nite...so hes a lil upset i can tell. he says he dont care. but i can tell he dus. but yeah so he wants 2 help me...so thats good. i think hes gonna convince jon 2 tell me the whole truth bout wuts goin on. it could b bad news 4 me...but @ least ill no.
grace is upset cuz shes drunk. peter wus talkin 2 her and when travis called she told him she wus talkin 2 me. and of course he had just gotten off the phone w/ me so he wus like no actually i wus just talkin 2 sarah. so she wus like o0o0o jk...but yeah hes a lil upset. so she tried callin him back like 3 times...and he didnt answer. so grace is upset. so i talked 2 him and he said he dont like bein lied 2...he dont care who she wus talkin 2...its just that she lied. but yeah he told me not 2 call her back...and that he aint gonna call her 2nite. i called her newayz...shes my friend so of course im gonna call her and tell her wuts up. but yeah i no shes gonna b upset. she didnt answer either of her phones when i called...so ill try back in a few. la de da. so many problems arising.
agh! how can jon act like he likes me...but then not call me and go hang out w/ rachelle...? i dont get it. not @ all. both allen and travis are sposed 2 talk 2 him...i dunno if its gonna help. i wish it didnt have 2 be so hard.
i think i jinxed the me and jon thing...i dont think its gonna happen. damn i always do that. well ill just wait 4 him 2 call this time...mayb thatll help...? eh i dunno. but im tired of typin 4 once. peace.
i no kristin wouldve wanted 2 go 2nite. she wasnt in the mood 2 go out...lol but yeah shell always b in the mood 4 jello shots. i wish she wouldve come. it wouldve been great. o well. luv ya newayz kris. hope u had fun.
shit i 4got 2 call missy back. i feel bad cuz we barely get 2 c her...agh but i miss her. i wish she went 2 falls w/ us. that would b great.
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