slumber party...its MY holiday island...my diIiIiIick! haha jon and rodney!
Sunday, Sept. 08, 2002, 8:16 pm
la de da.
damn. the pep rally wus canceled friday. i wus really lookin forward 2 leavin early. i wus in such a piss ass mood 4 like 2 hours friday afternoon and i dont no y. lately ive felt broken down...and like i just thought i wus gonna burst in 2 tears...but yet i have no explanation 4 it. i hate it. it happened last nite 2. and 2day. agh. but ok lemme start from the beginning. friday me, kerri, and kris chilled @ my house. adam came over around 4 and rodney came by around 5:45. rodney had 2 leave @ 6:30...but jessica came and got me , kerri, kris and adam and we all went 2 jons house. we watched bubble boy...lol kinda funny kinda gay...and then we watched the big lebowsky...and that wus ok 2. it wusnt as funny as ppl had built it up 2 b. um de dum. we just hung out and ate pizza and talked and stuff. it wus kool. i slept in jons room from 10:45 til 11:20 when adams dad came and got us. yeah so then i went home.
jons dad still aint talkin 2 him...agh its bad!
saturday i slept in...didnt do much hehe kerri. um de dum. took a shower. kris and kerri came over around 7 and rodney and adam came w/ adams dad and step mom 2 get us. theyr kool rents. lol veronica...the stepmom...is so fun. um jon picked up mei lee and met us @ adams house. everbody but jon and mei lee swam...we grilled burgers...it wus fun...except i wus all like weird feeling...kerri and i felt really outta place 4 sum reason. agh i dunno. so yeah then around like 11:30 me, kerri, and kris and veronica watched high crimes while jon took his car back 2 his house and rodney and mei lee followed him2 bring him back. poor guy thought i wus mad @ him. i promise i wasnt!!! lol. so yeah they got back 2 adams around 12:30...and me, kerri, and kris called our mamas 2 c if we could stay the nite @ adams cuz nobody wanted 2 go home. me and kristins mama didnt really have a prob w/ it...but kerris mama flipped out. so kerri went home :-(...i wish she couldve stayed. so yeah then we all watched the goonies...and then we watched happy gilmore. i got 2 cuddle w/ jon on the couch and stuff...it wus great. lol finally @ 5 me and kris went up 2 bed. hehe jon wouldnt let me go...it wus a great feeling. la de da. so yeah me and kris slept in adams room...mei lee slept in adams stepsisters room and the guys slept downstairs.
we woke up around noon 2day...ate ice cream 4 breakfast...and then we all...except mei lee...went swimmin til like 2. lol it wus so fun. we floated around on my holiday island...lol it wus a big like inner tube thing...and yeah it wus great. o0o0o @ nite the pool ligts up...and it changes colors...it kicks ass...like it wus blue, green, and purple...and the hot tub wus red. it wus awesum. lol but yeah veronica took us home around 2:15. la de da so i got home...took a shower...went out 2 eat w/ my mama and sister...stopped by kerris and came home. i straightened my hair...and now here i am...avoiding my hw. la de da.
my dads such a jerk. he dont give a shit bout the way i feel. he dusnt care that i dont get 2 go 2 hc...even though i really wanna go. everybodys comin from college 2 go...and i wanna c everybody...and i wanna go w/ jon...and i wanna go 2 the after partys. i wanna deal w/ the hassle of hc. but i dont get 2. yet again. i promised myself last year that i wus goin this year...but look...im not. and he dont care. ever since that 1 nite that i found out i couldnt go...he hasnt said nething about it. he just keeps makin plans 4 the reunion like its where i wanna b. its not. its not newhere near where i wanna b. i wanna b here...goin 2 the pep rally...and the hc game...and the dance...and dinner...and takin pics...and goin 2 the after partys...w/ my friends...the ppl that mean the most 2 me. he seems 2 think that i should value family like he dus...1st and foremost...but i dont...not now newayz...my friends ARE my family...theyr the only 1s who dont try and change me...and id rather b w/ them neday.
ugh. ok well im tired of typing. i hope every1 had a great weekend. i luv u all. um de dum...yeah ok bye.
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