fiction is so easy
Monday, Jun. 09, 2003, 11:31 pm
people always complain about the whole dating process. its too long...too heartbreaking...too much work. but do u really think that wed appreciate 'the right one' as much if they were just handed to us. i mean really. if we all met our soul mate on day 1...best friends since childhood...do u really think that we'd appreciate having our special to have and to hold all the days of our life as much as we do now. i think that the search is 1/2 the battle. the heartaches and work and length of dating is necessary...just so we realize how lucky we are and how amazing it really is that we have that special person to wake up to for the rest of our life. if life wasnt filled w/ sorrow and sadness and heartache...wed never know when something really good actually came along. theres a distinct difference between good and bad. you must experience the bad before you can ever really appreciate the good.
everything happens for a reason.
everything is possible...just some things arent probable.
what do the terms boyfriend and girlfriend really mean? what terms do they define? somebody please explain it to me.
fed-ex has not delivered. im dissapointed.
WHITNEY YOUNG STILL ROCKS!
i went shopping the other day. i love shopping. such an escape. the only things that can ruin a shopping say are:
a)realizing you've gained enough weight to not fit into 'your size' anymore
b)a really annoyed mom with the money
c)shopping w/ ur dad
d)not being in a shopping mood
e)not finding anything worth buying
eh if u can think of anymore let me know
i love reading. i love being able to hide in a book...make the outside world dissapear. i love dealing w/ some1 elses problems. getting wrapped up in the characters is exhilirating...experiencing their ups and downs is so much easier and more entertaining than facing ur own. you know that no matter what theyll end up happily ever after. and i love the hopeless romanticism of a book. the distressed...heartbroken...bruised girl finally finds her man...and hes perfect. flowers all the time...so...deep and interesting and full of insight and a good conversation...breakfast in bed. all the magnificent things that go along w/ fulfilling a hopeless romantics fantasy. i hope...ah...i hope my fantasy is fulfilled like the fictional characters.
eh...fiction is so easy.
i love james avery.
flowers are great.
wouldnt it be great if...i could surpass the whole rest of high skool/college thing and be on my own in the real world. i would love to be married and have a baby...ah BABY!...lol. i would love to have that security now. i mean...yes of course 1/2 of me wants to experience everything and live through every moment of high skool and college...but...ah...itd be so much easier to make it through the days knowing that im not gonna be alone...knowing that ill have a great job...knowing that ill have a terrific family that i get to come home to every night and a magnificent husband to curl up to and sleep with. itd be so much easier to have that reassurance...that promise.
ah fiction.
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