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the laff stop
Wednesday, Sept. 10, 2003, 7:45 am

last night was not a good night.

well actually...it was great until about...eh...10?

i want to lose weight so bad. and im trying really hard. nothing seems to be working though. i think im gonna knock it down to 2 meals a day.

im crazy. i know.

i hate that there are these horrible people that have these amazing bodies...and i hate knowing that no matter how much better i am on the inside compared to them...i will never be as cute or as slim or as small as they are. and it kills me.

i hate that 'fat' feeling.

i have my interview today @ connies custard!(woot woot!) wish me luck.

anybody interested in going to the laff stop thursday night to see a really funny comedian lemme no!!! i got free tickets...like 10.

la de da. other than the whole weight-insecurity factor...lifes been pretty damn good.

i get to go shopping today! woot woot! nothing better than shopping to make all ur troubles float away. :-)

so our homecoming group...lol really dont know who all is gonna be included in that. mmm. we will see. definitely will be interesting to find that out.

so chris marco is still one of the greatest people i know. and thats so awesome. i love him. hes always been a good friend. no matter how distant we get.

6 months is slowly but surely approaching. and i have no hesitations to keep going in the relationship...no inclination to leave. :-)

we got the OK so its official...kristin and i are going to LUBBOCK to visit her sister over our 4 day weekend in october!!! yay!!! and juliannes riding there and back with us (shes gonna visit jack) so thats awesome too! its gonna be so much fun!

lol ok well im gettin the evil eye from my business multimedia teacher so ill update lata. (even though im yet again finished 2 days earlier w/ my projectthan every1 else)

hope every1 has a great day!!!

try not to think fat.

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