quiz
Friday, Mar. 19, 2004, 1:28 pm
x. my father thinks i am: "at risk," dishonest, untrustworthy
x. my mother thinks i am: great, unhappy, intuitive, caring; she gets me...she appreciates me...she likes having me as a daughter; she's proud of me
x. my best friends think i am: unstable? closing myself off; this is just the place im at right now...but that doesnt seem to make sense to anyone.
x. your three best qualities: intuition, compassion, appreciation; i honestly don't know
x. three worst qualities: procrastinator, self-degrading, negative thought process
x. three things you are often complimented for: my eyes (whitney young :-)), hair (julianne :-)), smile (alex h)
x. a compliment you got that made you blush: i don't know verbatim...but when alex says stupid stuff so i'll smile; the women @ my mamas work on tuesday; how can you not blush when u can tell a compliment is sincere?
x. makes you happy: a good book, a good night's sleep, an awesome concert, a great song, a kiss, pain after a really good work out, ice cream, lunch w. my mama, making other people happy, 'just lying there'
x. upsets you: not being happy with myself, ignorance, being lied to, fakers, unhappiness; im not answering this one very well...its hard to identify exactly what it is maybe
Y e s O r N o. . .
x. you keep a diary: yes
x. you like to cook: yes
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes
x. you fold your underwear: sometimes
x. you talk in your sleep: lol yes...but not as much as i used to haha
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: yes
x. you believe in love: yes
L a s t . . .
x. movie you rented: ah crap...whats it called...it had george clooney and...agh i dont remember! before that one...zoolander
x. movie you bought: i dunno...the ones i got @ xmas? i havent bought any in a long time
x. song you listened to: stupid girl, burn, yeah
x. song that was stuck in your head: im in a hurry to get things done, oh i rush and rush until lifes no fun; all i really gotta do is live and die but i'm in a hurry and don't know why
x. song you've downloaded: yeah and burn...USHER!
x. CD you bought: i got the josh groban cd for xmas...does that count?
x. CD you listened to: my weird late night usher mix
x. person you've called: connies frozen custard
x. person that's called you: julianne from connies
x. person you were thinking of: i plead the 5th
x. TV show you've watched: e! true hollywood story: wayne newton
D o . . .
x. you wish you could live somewhere else: sometimes...but i like it here. but every now and again i really wish for a change of pace...something new.
x. you think about suicide: yes...all aspects of it...not just concerning me or what not. i dont think id ever have the nerve to kill myself. i dont know if i could ever really inflict that much pain on myself
x. others find you attractive: some do...most don't; but that doesn't change how i think of myself...nothing can change that it seems
x. you want more piercings: yeah...belly...if i ever get around to losing weight
x. you want more tattoos: maybe just a small one...but eh then you get old. so i think im ok.
x. you drink: water...milk...juice...tea...i try to avoid soda except @ work when i have my sprite w. cherries :-); illegally: (cause im pretty sure thats what the questions initially called for) i dont like beer very much...mostly mixed drinks-vodka w. whatever is available. lol like diet root beer @ new years. um...pina colodas, white russians, yeah...anything mixed and tasty :-)
x. you do drugs: no...unless claritin counts?
x. you smoke: gross...never
x. you like cleaning: yeah...sometimes...when i feel like im actually gonna get somewhere by cleaning. it feels good when its over more than the actual cleaning part
x. you like roller coasters: yes...fun!
x. you write in cursive or print: it kinda all runs together...so a lil of both i guess.
x. you carry a donor card: no
x. you have a crush on somebody: now theres a confusing topic. i think ill just side-step this question
H a v e Y o u. . .
x. ever cried over a boy/girl: yes
x. ever lied to someone: yes
x. ever been in a fist fight: never a full out fist fight...ive hit my sister before. and i kicked a girl on the playground in 3rd grade cause she kicked me
x. ever been arrested: no
W h a t . . .
x. shampoo do you use: paul mitchells stuff...its gotta smell good
x. perfume/cologne do you use: lol ok...miracle by lancome, marc jacobs, ralph lauren blue, romance by ralph lauren, bcbg sexy (barely ever), abercrombie and fitch signature scent (barely ever), elizabeth arden splendor (not really at all anymore)...i like to mix it up. it gets old wearing the same one everyday...i like to smell good lol.
x. shoes do you wear: my new shoes are diesel, kenneth cole, parade; also nike, doc martens, old navy flip flops :-), my ae clog things; i dunno...just w/e i find that i like
x. are you scared of: ending up alone, not succeeding in life, failing myself, dissapointing my mama, running away from the real thing, being led astray by misunderstood feelings.
N u m b e r . . .
x. of times you have been in love: different kinds of love. theyve never seemed to end; i dont understand how "falling out of love" works exactly; i believe it can happen...yes no doubt...but i dont know how. lol ok so after drawing this out...# of times...2? i dont know what exactly counts and what doesnt
x. of times you have had your heart broken: a good few.
x. of hearts you have broken: id like 2 believe its only 2...thats all i can really think of.
x. of guys/girls you have kissed: kristin and kerri :-)...lol and then guys...i can count em but i cant remember if thats all...i dunno...roughly 8?
x. of people you've slept with: jeremy and i would sleep together all the time; jon; i think thats all. i like not sleeping alone
x. of people you consider you're enemies: none? i dont really think i have enemies...i mean i dont feel threatened by anyone...yeah...i dont think theres really anybody.
x. of CDs that you own: a good number. way too many to count in my head
x. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: none that i know of really. well except when the choirs in there or where my name is in there for naighborhood babysitters and such
W i t h T h e O p p o s i t e S ex . .
x. what do you notice first: eyes and lips
x. last person you slow danced with: i dont even remember the last time i slow danced. i guess...was it all the way back @ homecoming? then jeremy.
W h o . . .
x. makes you laugh the most: i dont know who's "especially" funny...i think thats a lil hard to define. chris, kevin, rodney, sally, matt b, david m...i honestly dont know. everyone makes me laugh every now and then...this list is not exclusive
x. makes you smile: again...my friends. kristin and kerri, sally, julianne, kevin, jeremy, david m, rodney, whitney, my mama...again i dunno. (im not trying to be seclusive here...im just trying to think of some of the people that have recently made me smile...again...every makes me smile every now and then)
x. do you have a crush on: again...pleading the 5th
x. has a crush on you: no one?
x. is the easiest to talk to: kristin and kerri, kevin, chris, tony, jeremy...i dunno?
wowza...that was fun. lol ok not really...but it surely passed the time. and made me think. maybe that constitutes as fun.
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