long time no update
Tuesday, Apr. 06, 2004, 7:27 am
good morning.
my alarm didnt go off this morning. :-/. thankfully my mama thought to come wake me up before she left. of course...missing school wouldnt have been that tragic.
but theres nhs today. i really need to get those hours in.
and choir practice.
and then the doctor (?) after that. not sure yet. we will see what is to come.
this weekend was...interesting.
not interesting because i did anything. more interesting actually because i didnt do anything.
thats not supposed to make sense. lol
things between jeremy and i were...rocky...this past weekend. it got resolved sunday. and its ok. just...some things that hadnt been said before. some things neither of us completely understood i guess. but im not giving up. its worth any effort we hafta put into it.
things will be ok. soon. very soon.
saturday morning was english uil. surprisingly...we got 4th! lol thats pretty damn good considering how hard that test was. it was extremely difficult. even lance walked out like...i had no idea what i was doing. lol o well...woo hoo 100 major grade.
she still has not given us back our tests or our damn papers. :-/
after the test i went home and sat...bored...just waiting...so i finally got up and went to best buy...just to pass the time. i got the jason mraz cd...the new norah jones cd...and i am sam :-). i love that movie. after best buy i went to barnes and noble :-)! i love that store. i saw ms. marco (hi!) as i was walking there. shes so nice. but yes...i spent a good 45 minutes in there just walking back and forth and looking. i finally got the book identity by kundera (i think thats how u spell it). no...not like the movie. he also wrote the unbearable lightness of being. supposedly thats very good...so i want to read that as well.
after barnes and noble i came home and put on my lounging clothes and watched i am sam. its so sad...but its so good. then me and my mama talked about everything that was going on...the whole jeremy thing...she was confused. (as was i) and kristin called and invited me to go bowling w. them...but i was in no mood to go out w. everyone. so my mama and i went to jasons deli for dinner where i had a sandwich that was nearly impossible to eat. then we went grocery shopping. and then we watched mona lisa smile (finally!). and that was good. i liked it.
after the movie my mama went to bed and i just laid around some more and was sad. and it wasnt just sad. it was more hurt than sad. i felt like...i had done something wrong...like i was being retaliated against. and there was nothing i could do about it. just sit and wait and hope. and im not a good sitter. i cant just sit on something and let it fester. thats when my patience is really tried...when i just hafta sit there and wait.
i finally went to bed around 1 (technically 2 cause we *sprang forward* for daylight savings time) and suprisingly heard from jeremy around 4. (this would make more sense if you knew the entire story...but its long and i really dont feel like going into all of it...lol sorry...maybe if you ask.)
sunday i woke up around...11-ish. had cream of wheat...took a shower. then jeremy came over and we talked. and thats when everything was resolved. not all of it just dissapears...of course...but its good now. and its getting better (all the time...lol you know...like the song.) after we talked we just sat together...and that made everything even better. around 2-ish we went to the grocery store to pick up some stuff for this fruit salad i wanted to make and then went and got my mamas lunch.
came home...made my fruit salad thingy...straightened my hair and hung out w. jeremy...and then i went to work. and i worked w. julianne :-)...and that was nice. it actually was a pretty good working night. despite that melissa was there the whole time. but i did quit. yes siree. so sunday was my last night. i just get to pick up a paycheck on wednesday :-).
but now of course i hafta find a new job.
im gonna miss some of the people there. im gonna miss working w. julianne...but i get to see her everyday :-). but ill miss kate and alex and kyle and mindy and trang and seth. they were fun.
oh well. i must say...it was a pretty good first job.
i just ate a bad jelly bean. gross.
i appreciate you worrying about me chris. :-). dont...im ok. but we'll still talk. i can always use a mans opinion. lol.
SAT scores on friday. im nervous.
history quiz today. that aint no thang.
man i made brownies yesterday for pre-cal...and i left em on the counter! maybe i can leave and go get them today...especially since i have no lunch.
yesterday was pretty good. im so tired...still. i havent gotten any good sleep since like last week. a lot of restless nights. after school jeremy came over for a lil while :-) and after we picked up my sister and britney from school i baked the brownies for today and i made fruit salad and i rice krispie treats AND we had homemade waffles. lol. and that was only til like 5:30. then i took a short nap w. jeremy until he had to leave to go pick up one of his friends. my mama and my sister and i went to chilis for dinner and then came home and i finished my history notes. jeremy came back to get all of his stuff around 9:45 and we talked some more. good talking though. after he left i went to bed.
and now im @ school.
man this is a long entry. its a make up day in 1st period...but i have i have nothing to make up. so...just passing the time.
4 day week this week (no school friday! yay easter). 3 day week next week (no school monday (easter!) and no school friday (choir uil).) THEN...another 4 day week cause that friday...the 23rd...we leave for the choir trip. woo hoo short weeks.
i think we learned something new and important yesterday in pre-cal...but i really wasnt paying attention. i was way too tired to pay attention. that was the point of the brownies(!) today...way to go sarah.
annoying people suck. lol really annoying people. lol kevin.
theres really nothing else to talk about right now...but this makes up for my lack of entries lately. :-)
have a great day everyone. only like 38 more days of school right? neat!
:-)
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