four thirteen oh four
Wednesday, Apr. 14, 2004, 7:27 am
good morning.
i really wasnt in the mood to update yesterday. sorry. :-)
yesterday was pretty good. nothing too exciting during the day. just same ol' same ol' school and such. i have 2 tests this week though and i have no idea what im doing in either class...so im excited about that.
after school i went to jeremys because he asked me to. i thought he wanted to talk so that was my main reason for going over there...but we didnt talk a lot and it was just...kinda weird. and nothing really got accomplished. i had to leave @ 3:15-ish to go pick up my sister...so that was that. i didnt have the best feeling when i left thats for sure.
after i picked up my sister i was planning on going back to jeremys (cause he asked...or so i thought) so we could actually talk...but he had something else he had to do. so i went home and showered and hung out around the house...straightened my hair...nothing special. watched gilmore girls :-) and then went to jeremys to (finally) talk @ 8:15 even though im dislexic and wasnt supposed to be there til 8:45 lol...so yeah he got there @ like 8:30 and then we talked.
i wrote down a lot of stuff that was on my mind that afternoon so i wouldnt forget everything when we talked...so i let him read that in hopes that it would better depict everything i was thinking/feeling.
so yes we talked and its better. a lot better and thats really great. i wasnt sure exactly where we were going...but he asked me out again :-) last night...so that set a definite track. and im so happy with that. very very happy.
now that we have our issue(s) resolved...i hope he can work things out @ home. i want him to be happy w. himself...w. everything going on in his life.
i hope he realizes that he cant just keep leaving like that. i mean sure u can go out w. ur friends...stay out @ night...w/e. but u gotta let someone know. when u live in ur parents house...u hafta respect their rules ya know? his just leaving without a word really strains a situation thats already bad enough.
its really just time for him to fianlly get a handle on things and start taking control of his life.
and i think he will. and i think hell be a lot happier when he does.
i know im a lot happier with the way things are. :-)...4.13.04 ladies and gentlemen.
and hopefully everything will just get better from here.
finally.
something good :-).
after we talked i went home to find the computer completely screwed up again. agh! im so pissed...i just spent so much time cleaning out everything on that damn comp. and then my dad reconfigured everything and it was working :ok:...but now its all gone to crap again. so i tried a few times to start cleaning it out again...but it was too impossible to work with and @ that point in the evening i really didnt care. so i went to bed instead.
so if im not online for awhile...thats why.
ive got a headache :-(...it was kinda there when i woke up and i almost forgot about it until rght when i left the house. so i took 2 ibuprofen...hopefully theyll kick in soon. cause this sucks. and i actually hafta do work next period :-(.
o yeah! i dont think i ever mentioned it cause i havent *really* updated in awhile but...i got a 97 on my english paper! yes she finally gave them back...and im so thrilled! i worked really hard on that paper and i was actually really proud of it...so im glad it paid off. she still ripped it apart with her comments...but thats just stoner i guess. if she gives me an A lol...she can write anything she damn well wants to.
choir practice today :-(.
and then UIL all day friday. we hafta be @ school @ 6:45. 6:45! thats insane. but we get charter busses lol just for UIL cause of the time conflicts. thats awesome.
ok. i guess thats all for now. have a great day!
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