don't be empty
Monday, Apr. 19, 2004, 9:28 pm
hi.
sorry...havent really been in the mood to update...
but...weird #s. supposedly there were 342 page views of my site yesterday but yet there were only 14 different hosts...
...strange.
lets see...this weekend.
friday i didnt really do anything. watched the 3rd matrix movie with jeremy. it wasnt a very good movie...but it was a good night.
saturday i woke up...hung out here and watched the 5th season of friends. took jeremy some stuff for him to use to fix our comp. (computers are really aggravating me lately by the way)...and then @ 4 i had to work the little family fun night @ burkes elementary for NHS hours. it was fun...and it wasnt too hot outside so that was nice. afterward jeremy, my mama, and i went out to eat @ outback steakhouse...then jeremy and i went to barnes and noble so i could pick up birthday gifts for people...then we went to barbies for her bday party. it was fun...just chilling by the pool and such. happy birthday barbara!
after the party i came home and watched some more friends...then went to bed.
sunday...woke up and went to the NHS car wash for more hours and such. got my car washed though so that was nice :-). afterward i got lunch from kristin @ the smoothie factory and came home and worked on homework and things. more season 5...etc. and then once season 5 was over...haha there was season 4! lol my mamas buying them for me in a strange order...but o well. so yeah i showered and just hung out around the house.
the computer is really acting funny.
things with jeremy are good. every now and then something 'shaky' comes up...but its worth working through.
you must always mean what you say...and mean it with conviction. be able to back it up with your actions. if you cant...then theyr really just empty words.
ive been fed way too many empty words throughout the years to accept them anymore.
no one deserves it.
i gave barbara the book im reading for her birthday. its called identity by milan kundera. (no...its not like the movie...its a completely separate thing lol.) its really good...i like it a lot. and after talking to barbara about stuff...i thought shed like it a lot too.
you tell me how it goes barbie lol.
aw and i got sally a book for her birthday too. yay for gifts with *value* lol. it was recommended to me last year by a friend...and i thought shed really like it. its good. its called a dive from clausen's pier. if you get a chance...pick it up.
woo hoo reading!
ok. im not really in the mood for this right now. im in the mood to do something creative...and yes writing is a "creative process" but i mean with something tangible...like a collage (?) or something. i dunno. ill mess around with my 'real book' journal and see if i can make anything to my liking.
ive never been very artistic though so well see how it goes.
hope you had a great weekend and a good monday!
good night!
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