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happy birthday kristin!
Sunday, May. 23, 2004, 12:04 am

i wish that like...2 things couldnt completely ruin a pretty good night.

happy birthday kristin lontoc.

went to kristins house tonight for her lil birthday bash. it was fun. ate burritos from chipotle and such. it was just fun hanging out with everybody and playing taboo and stuff. i love that game! when julianne got there she asked me if i was spending the night...and i hadnt heard anything about it...so i said no. and that kinda sucked. especially since i heard people talking about it later on throughout the night. i mean of course i didnt expect to be first on the list or anything...but when everybody else is...?...i dunno. that was strike one and it just kinda grew throughout the night.

strike two was when jeremy left saying hed be back soon...but of course he wasnt. and it wasnt like he was doing anything to me...cause he wasnt...well until he started not answering my phone calls...but i was still pissed that hed do that to kristin. after he was so excited to be invited...i dont get it. he said he wasnt planning on being gone that long and that he had to take people home and thats why. i dont understand why his friends have so much control over his life and what he does. honestly. tell them that he already had prior plans that he already interrupted once...so they need to find another ride. ah...i just dont understand. so yeah...that also put me in a bad mood.

so yeah it was mostly just those 2 things...and i let em both just ruin all the fun i was having. plus ive had cramps all day that have not eased up and that has not been fun or comfortable.

i guess most of it was that i wasnt invited to stay the night when everyone else was...that always sucks...that feeling of exclusion.

but what should i expect.

no one really seems to like me much anymore anyway.

ok. well i hope you had a really great saturday night!

dumb church and house cleaning and precal final also put a damper on the night since thats all i have to look forward to tomorrow...:-/

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