par-tay
August 17, 2002, 4:37 pm
ah!!! im goin out w/...JON! lol ah perfection.
so yeah um jon asked me out thursday nite...rather friday mornin @ like 1...lol but yeah. he wus so nervous...it wus so cute...but yeah so were goin out now. and i couldnt b ne happier.
blah skool sucked yet again yesterday. chemistry wus ok...until the whole started tellin me that i looked like rachell hayes (jons ex) and the teacher told me i acted like her 2. i wus like ugh hell no. but yeah um that wusnt the greatest. i wus feeling sick and gross all day...and really cold. everybody said i wus sick @ lunch...eh but im not. @ least i hope not. blah.
um de dum. after skool...kristin got her car!!! lol i wus so excited 4 her...and shes excited 2...so its great. she said it rides nice and everything...so im glad 4 her. um me, jon, rodney, mei lee, and adam all went 2 burger king 2 eat after skool. then me, mei lee, jon, and adam went back 2 mei lees house. then we left and went 2 the kroger parkin lot 2 pick up all the stuff 4 2nite. lol theres a shit load of it...like $120 worth. but yeah its all hard liquor...everclear...vodka...yeah so itll b fun. but yeah we got that...took it back 2 mei lees...then jon took me 2 my mamas house so i could get my stuff 2gether 2 go 2 my dads. my dad came and picked it up...yelled @ me...and then i went back w/ jon 2 his house 2 get the goonies..and then i had 2 take it back 2 my dads cuz he and my sis wanted 2 watch it 2nite. blah so then we finally went back 2 mei lees...lol adam and her had like passed out on her bed. it wus funny. um de dum. so we hung out there...brandon and rachelle and ryota came over...and we all decided 2 go c a movie. haha rachelle hates me so much...shes jealous of me and blah blah blah...but it dont bother me cuz i dont like her much either. so yeah we left @ like 8:30 2 c goldmember @ 9...but we got there like rite @ 9 cuz we had 2 stop @ adams on the way...and so it wus sold out. we decided to go eat @ 59 diner instead...so it wus kool. so we hung out there 4 awhile and conway, travis, brandon, kenneth, heather, and sumbody else showed up...but kenneth, heather, and heathers friend left cuz they were seein a movie. so we hung out there 4 ahwhile...til like 10:15 or so...then we left and went 2 conways dads house. but like ppl were there so we chilled @ sum other guys house instead. lol i wish i could remember his name. ryan...i think his name wus ryan...but yeah so we chilled there. lol these kids were wrappin this car...and they ran off when they saw all of us. so like we chased em down...lol but we ended up chasin the wrong damn car. we finally got em pulled over and it wus like these 2 old guys. yeah really kool feeling. haha it wus funny though.lol so yeah we went back 2 ryans...chilled there on his driveway til like 11:30...then jon took mei lee home, then adam, then me. we like made out in his car b4 i went inside...it wus perfect. like hes not a bad kisser...lol i guess the 1st time wus just a fluke...cuz last nite wus great. ah. so yeah i wus in by like 12:03...lol 3 minutes late woo hoo...but yeah my dad didnt care. so then i went upstairs and called kerri...cuz she and stuart are still like iffy. then jon called me so i called him back when i wus off the phone w/ kerri and me and him talked til like 3. lol it wus great.
ah. rachelle bein there that nite didnt really bother us @ all. jon wus himself...and we flirted...and kissed...and it wus great. i luv ridin w/ him in the car...just like me and him...cuz we hold hands and act stupid and sing along 2 songs...its great...comfortable...just perfect. and like he dustn mind holdin me and kissin me in front of everbody...its great. so yeah im so glad this all worked out.
kerri and stuart are gettin better...but ugh all afternoon wus bad. like i talked 2 her...and hes just bein a jerk...and i wus seriously about 2 cry 4 her...but i wus @ mei lees and i didnt wanna make a big deal about it. but like its just bad. cuz i hate 2 c her like this...just sad. hes sposed 2 b there 2 make her happy...not bring her down. but its gettin better...they talked sum more and stuff. so like i dunno. it seems 2 b gettin better...so hopefully it will. hes usually such a great guy. hes bein influenced by blake...the pimpster who dusnt hold a gf more than 2 weeks...way 2 much. ive never met blake and i already dont like him lol. agh.
2nite is mei lees party. woo hoo!!! me and missy and kristin are goin. so itll b awesum. im excited. cept it sux cuz ive gotta get up 4 church in the mornin. im gonna b so hung over. haha o well. mornings after always suck. ill survive. lol its gonna b awesum. definitely wut i need rite now...i mean w. skool starting up again and everything. plus ill b w/ jon all nite. hehe major plus.
i think the allen thing is just gonna blow over. hopefully. cuz since im w/ jon now i think allens just gonna try and let it pass. i luv him 2 much 2 let this come between us. agh.
ok well my neck hurts so im gonna go now. ill write either later 2day...actually probably not til 2morrow. everybody have a great nite! i luv u!!!
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