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ah its been 4eva...sorry guys...cankle w/ pAnts...ah my ulcer! (haha old man)
Thursday, Oct. 17, 2002, 8:41 pm

agh. ok yeah so i havent written in 4eva...but im not gonna summarize the past few weeks 4. so sorry...ill start with sunday.

um...i supplied a kick ass get 2gether sunday nite. my beer source...which remain nameless met me and mason @ starbucks and we got it all figured out. we drank in adams back yard and it wus awesum...just a few of us...me jon kristin kerri adam rodney and jessica. it wus so fun though. yeah but itd take 2 long 2 go in2 that so moving on.

me and jon are back 2gether! woo hoo!! that occured about 1 monday mornin @ masons house where we all crashed after drinkin. lol the sayin of the nite wus 'jon and sarah'...everybody was saying it...lol but mostly jon. agh so yeah things are great again. he said hes been thinkin about it alot lately and how hed made the wrong choice...he wus just glad i gave him another chance. yeah im even happier that he gave me another chance...cuz i never expected it. agh but wutever. things are good.

adam and kerri broke up on monday nite...lol and then an hour and a half later adam asked out kristin. agh so ironic. but i think every1s good. i think adam wus kerris away time from stuart...and she needed that. now shes talkin 2 stuart again. i dunno if thats good or not. shes gonna take it slow...we both are...we dont want the same things 2 happen 2 us again. we dont wanna get hurt. i luv ya kerri!!! be careful! and im so happy 4 u kris...yay!!! double datin baby!

ive become really good friends w/ mike. hes such an awesum guy. and i luv havin lunch w/ him and mike and jon. its just fun. lol even though they make fun of me most of the time...its still fun. agh w/e. i luv ya boys.

o yes so...i have an ulcer. like not kidding. um my stomachs been hurting everytime i eat since june...and then like a month or so ago it started hurting more often...like all the time. so finally last monday i went 2 the doctor. she gave me medicine and she said if it didnt work then i had an ulcer. sure enough it didnt work. so i went 2 get blood taken on saturday mornin. they took 7 freakin tubes of blood outta me...cuz theyr doin 15 different tests. it wus crazy. and they still havent gotten the results back yet. i just fear how much medicine im gonna hafta take after they get the results back. sheesh.

living w/ my dad is so completely unbearable. i cant do this much longer. i just cant. no way in hell ill survive the next 2 1/2 years w/ him. nuh uh. no way. he drives me nuts. agh.

ah kristin got her parking permit @ skool!!! yay!!! lol she got a white mustang standard and 2day she got her parking permit...so were drivin 2 skool 2morrow. im sad though cuz the only time i ever got 2 c allan wus when he took us 2 skool. so now i wont c him @ all. :-( i dont like that. lol 2 ne 1 who understands.

i wanna give a big shout out 2 my drinkin buddies...naked miller time adam, put ur pants back on kerri, off road probe mason, pantsed jon, pussy beer rodney, audience pisser kristin, and our savior mei lee. lol thanx every1 4 an awesum end 2 the 4 day weekend. as 4 me...cankle w/ pAnts...lol im outta here folks. hopefully ill start keepin up w/ this again. i luv spillin my thoughts out...i hope u enjoy reading it. peace outside fools...luv ya.

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