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party it up @ the engine room
Friday, Mar. 21, 2003, 3:32 pm

i no. ur dissapointed...i havent updated in a while. im sorry. lol heres a breifing for ya...

get excited...im goin 2 prom! woop de doo! im excited. im goin w/ jeremy (kahanic from choir) so itll b fun. lol i dont no exactly wut group were goin w/ or 1 not...but itll b fun none the less. more on that when im more informed...next...

boys like me!!! its a miracle...but guys actually want me again! the prospect of boys seemed 2 dissapear 4 awhile...mayb i hit an...unattractive?...stage. i dunno. w/e. that will continue 2baffle me. but no dwelling. newho. yes...boys like me. this presents a problem though. its 2 boys...and i dunno how i feel yet. and i dont wanna drag em around or make em wait @ all...i hate it when ppl do that 2 me. i dont want 2 string em around. but i do wanna have time 2 make a choice. and dont get me wrong...neither of them are pressuring me in any way @ all 2 make a decision...theyr so kool w/ everything...but im really worried about stringin em along. even if they dont notice/dont care...i feel like im doin that...and i feel really bad. blah. o well. im gonna take it as it comes...exciting. well c wut happens. im not at a point 2 reveal names @ the moment...but if i told u...then u no wut im talkin about. tough choice right whit? lol thanks for all ur help babe.

2nite im goin 2 the engine room 2 c halo conspiracy w/ jessa and emily and sara and lauryin. itll b alot of fun. ive heard (from adam) that the engine room kicks ass. so thats nice. then were hittin the after party since were friends of the band and all. lol like VIPs. yeah so ill probably b stayin @ saras 2nite. woo hoo. after the show its the after party...yeah u all no that song.

right now though im goin 2 mi madres house 2 get ready 4 this evening. every1 have fun and be safe doin wut u do. call me if u wanna. id love 2 hear from YOU!!! party it up. lol like in coordination w/ joys shirt...if ur not wasted...the day is! hehe party it up. i wanna hear some stories 2morrow! love ya!

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