headstrong
Saturday, May. 24, 2003, 2:58 pm
my goodness its been awhile.
lifes been good. grand. wonderful.
prom was amazing, buzzfest was hot, choir banquet was fun, and now school is finally over. no more bullshit. just a full summer ahead of me. of course, yes, i hafta return to the hell hole, but at least ive escaped for awhile. it really doesnt feel like summer though. not at all actually. hopefully itll hit me soon.
lol aw i set up a diaryland thing for jeremy yesterday. yay. im gonna hafta add his link to my template thingy.
so yeah...i found out yesterday that jessi is goin to graduation w/ jeremys family. thats right, his parents in the front seat and the three of us, jessi, me, and jeremy, all cozy in the back. fuck that. either im gonna ride w/ my mama there...and if shes not goin then i dunno wut im gonna do. mayb i wont go. cuz fuck that.
speaking of jessi...she bombarded me last night...yes...bombarded. supposedly somebody IMed brien sayin shit about jessi and yada yada and how she still loves jeremy. so of course she had to publicize it and ask every1 im sure...even me...lol and i dont even give a shit. so then of course i was dragged into this crap conversation with her that lasted way too long. i dont see her as competition...cuz i no jeremy has no interest in her @ all wut so ever...but God she bothers me. ah o well. ill get over it. im not here to pass judgement...thats not my place. i just...agh. hard to explain. but the people that matter the most to me understand...and thats all i need.
im really angry that my dad hasnt scheduled my surgery yet. hes cuttin it down to the wire. and if i dont get it done soon, then its gonna come back. and then ill hafta suffer @ least til xmas vaca before i can do the surgery again. grr. he shouldve taken care of this a long time ago.
next year is gonna suck my ass so bad. all the seniors will be gone...alot of my friends will be gone. and that sux. my baby will still be around...and i like that alot. but stil alot of ppl are leaving. that makes me sad.
ive got to take 1 of my hardest exams. chemistry. grr. i had 4 abscences in that class and so sampson wouldnt sign it. damn kid. im so glad im almost done w/ his class. i get 2 go late every day for finals though. so thats nice.
jeremy and i saw bruce almighty last night. it was funny. i love goin out w/ him. i luv being with him. its so...comfortable. lol aw his mama yesterday was like 'yall look like an old married couple driving around in that car (his dads civic)'...that made me smile. i guess his mama likes me a lil bit more now. who knows. i still care...yes...but i try not to worry about it.
dont worry. be happy. :-)
headstrong
trapt
Circling your head contemplating everything you ever said
Now I know the truth I got a doubt
A different motive in your eyes and now I�m out
See you later
I see your fantasy you want to make a reality paved in gold
See inside, inside of our heads
Well that�s all over we heard what you said
Back off we�ll take you on
Headstrong to take on anyone
I know that you are wrong
Headstrong we�re Headstrong
Back off We�ll take you on
Headstrong to take on anyone
I know that you are wrong
This is not where you belong
I can�t take anything away
I won�t give everything away
It�s in your eyes and your disguise is not worth hiding anymore
We�re in control you can�t tell us how to live our lives anymore
Conclusions manifest your first impressions got to be your very best
I see you�re full of s*** and that�s alright
That�s how you play I guess you get through every night
Now that�s over
I see your fantasy you want to make it a reality paved in gold
See inside, inside of our heads
Well that�s all over we heard what you said
I know I know all about your motives inside and your decision to hide
Lyrics from Savage Garden's Crash and Burn and are copyrighted to Savage Garden