immaturity runs its course
Monday, Nov. 24, 2003, 3:29 pm
so according to a good number of reliable sources...jessi seems to think that my profile and diary is inadvertently talking about her.
a bit self absorbed?...yeah i think so too.
most people know how i feel about her...so i dont really need to talk about it. but most people also know that i really dont give a flying flip about her or her life...and nothing about me relates to her.
a good few of us had a nice lil chat one day...about how i can maturely handle not liking some1 by just not interacting with them and not mentioning them @ every waking moment.
but for some reason jessi is so self involved that she continues to think that a lot of stuff i say is somehow directed towards her. sorry...she really doesnt cross my mind @ all. its baffling to think that i would care about her and her life that much to constantly talk about her. sorry...no. i dont like the person she is...so i got over it. just cause i dont like her she thinks my goal in life is to negatively affect hers. yeah...ok. go with that.
yeah that was just really bothering me. but im glad there are those who realize this and im glad no1 has asked me "are you referring to jessi and blah blah blah?" cause they dont like that immature crap and they know i hate that immature drama crap. im glad were all on a happy medium.
if i ever thought long enough about jessi to form some thought 'against' her...im not gutless enough to 'subtly' make it known. duh. if i really cared enough to say something...id say it. why should what I gained from a church sermon have anything to do with her?! yeah i know...good ?.
ah ok anyway. makes ya laugh doesnt it?
so yeah my grandparents are in town. the tension is already rising. thanksgiving dinner will sure be a quiet one. but @ least jeremys coming over for dinner tomorrow night...that might ease some of it. we can only hope.
so im pretty sure i know what im gettin jeremy for anniversary...birthday...and xmas. pretty sure. that boys expensive this time of year. o well...@ least it all just comes up @ once.
ive got work tonight. hopefully there will be enough business tonight that some1 wont hafta be sent home. and even if theres not...i WILL NOT be the one to be sent home again. grr chloe made me mad last night. i really need the hours! o well. ive still got 3 days this week. hopefully thatll keep the paycheck up!
la de da de da de da.
it got cold!!! im so excited!!! i love christmas so much and this really inspires the xmas spirit. and im glad its not gettin really warm anytime soon. that helps too. yay!!!
its the most WONDERFUL time of the year!!!
just makes u happy all over :-)
best dinner tomorrow night!!! porkchops and mac and cheese and apple salad. yum yum yum. im excited. and jeremy will be here so that will be nice. yay!
im gonna be so happy once i get new tires!!! lol i know its kind of a blah xmas gift...but im excited none the less. i mean c'mon...what better to put u in the holiday spirit than some new rubber. yeah u know ur feeling it now too.
we got a 21 pound turkey!!! thats HUGE! lol were gonna have loooots of left overs. ah but we get sweet potatoes and mashed potatoes and dressing and all the great stuff. o0o and pumkinpie and mince meat pie and chocolate pie. :-). i LOVE thanksgiving!
ok time to go spend time with the grandparents. have a great day!
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