1st
Monday, Dec. 15, 2003, 8:17 am
i know i know im sorry. dont shoot me.
ive been really busy...no extra time nor will to update. i apologize to anyone who reads this.
who is that anyway?
i kinda like that...my days suck...just like the events in some of them suck. but yet its not really tearing me down. i dunno.
cause this weekend was so fun. but yet...i dunno. its so weird. so hard to explain.
i talked to jeremy about it last night a lil bit. it was after work. and i liked that he listened. cause i think i just needed to get it all out. and i feel a lil better.
it was during those hours of the night when everything comes together. and i realized...that none of its worth it...to this point...all my hard work doesnt pay off. everything i strive for...everything i do never seems to be enough. not even for myself. i take 3 steps forward but yet the outcome seems to be one step short. what happens to that one step? does it just get wasted...as if thats all my energy and time. does that step just dissapear?
amadio would not agree. that does not comply with the 'conservation of energy.'
amadio should go fuck himself.
project sucked
but we got it done. wasnt really that bad. big thanks to michael gray on helping us. i love the fiest pto directory. but yes...thanks michael!!! sally has a crush on u. haha sally!
after working on the project all day i had work. it was nice to work with julianne since i didnt get to on friday. chole bothers me sometimes though. she gets kinda bitchy when she puts herself in charge. i just wanna throw like...a concrete at her sometimes. lol. but shes still a great girl.
friday and saturday were fun. if i had more time id tell u about it.
i wish i couldve gone to whitneys tree decorating/snack party on saturday. but id already promised kristin and kerri id go 2 their cheer comp...and i wasnt gonna leave kristin landua to go all by herself. o well. i hope it was fun!
i had 2 weekend nights this weekend!!! awesome!!! and i got to spend time with jeremy...and it was great.
i love him.
ok time for 2nd period
Lyrics from Savage Garden's Crash and Burn and are copyrighted to Savage Garden