work time
Tuesday, Jan. 13, 2004, 6:11 pm
i hafta leave for work soon. man that sucks.
i drove out to barnes and noble today to get huck finn for english since were supposed to be reading it and all...and guess what they FINALLY had?
the perks of being a wallflower
i am so thrilled beyond belief.
i have wanted to get that book for a very long time now.
now its mine.
i started reading it a lil while ago just cause i couldnt stand the suspense...and i love it so far. very good book.
if u like that kind of thing.
but unfortunately i cant allow myself to indulge into it tonight. i must force myself instead to take huck finn to work so hopefully i can tackle those 46 worthless pages that they define as the first 8 chapters. im thrilled.
i assume i have dishes tonight...and that doesnt make me very happy.
today wasnt that great of a day. i was tired and kinda...just not in a good mood.
but the literary purchase of this afternoon kinda brightened everything up.
do you know what its like to have that one person you really cant stand to be around? not because theyr annoying or a nuisance...but just because they make u feel so minute and foolish without saying a word. as if youre nothing to them. and you know it shouldnt bother you...but it does. and as much as you know that it would be much better for your self esteem for u to stay away from that person...u cant make yourself stay away. do you have any idea what im talking about? does anyone make you feel that worthless while @ the same time they make you feel like everything?
lol ok well maybe its only me.
something to think about i guess.
kevin read one of my "boring class" journal-ings last night @ starbucks after everyone else left. its kinda weird to actually know someone else got a glimpse of it. just...weird.
but he and i had good conversation and such for awhile last night and that was kool. kevins really awesome to talk to. good friend.
i got my highest score on the fishy game this afternoon!!! 6690!!! thats my highest ever!!!
i find it alot easier to succeed in that game if i dont actually think about that game. if i stuff it to my sub-concious and think about something else while i play...i dont die as quickly.
does that make sense?
i was gonna update this morning during 1st period but the server was down when i was done with all of the classwork...if u could call it work.
i really do enjoy having my easiest class 1st period. helps me ease into the day instead of jumping right in and actually having to use my brain like last year in world history AP. business multimedia...although extremely simple...makes me happy inside.
had my junior conference today with the counselor. yeah that surely didnt do anything. o well. guess its up to me.
its weird to think that this time next year i will most likely already have chosen a college...ill be getting ready to graduate.
how surreal.
but its really not that far away.
and im very boggled as to where i want to go or what i might like to do.
its kind of overwhelming.
ok well time for work and some huck finn.
id much rather be reading the perks of being a wallflower.
have a happy tuesday.
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