good(?) night
Tuesday, Jan. 13, 2004, 10:49 pm
restless tonight
three recent realizations have left me completely unraveled
1 thats life shattering and 2 that are heart breaking
man work really sucks
but a big thanks to those of you who kept up the convos with me via text messaging...really kept me alive
i think my insomnia is goin to take over tonight
maybe ill just read 'the perks of being a wallflower' until its time to 'get up'
that would be really nice.
*its nothing i planned
and not that i can*
i dont want anything that is right now to be like it is
everything is completely backward from 'normal'
and i have no idea how to fix it
*restless tonight
cause i wasted the light*
*i promise i might
not walk on by
maybe next time
but not this time*
im too scared to fix any of it though...too timid. but i feel i have plenty justification for being withheld about it.
i hate late night journal entries after a not-so-good day.
people probably think im like strangley absurd.
i promise. its not extreme.
:-)
good night
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