95 + 4 = 99!!!
Friday, Feb. 06, 2004, 2:47 pm
some people just really suck...
and thats all ill say about that.
i got a 99 on my physics test! woo hoo! @ least all that staying up late amounted to something.
is acting/being desperate attractive? i mean...is it really? cause it seems to be and that sucks. i figured it would be more annoying than anything else. but it seems that its been proven otherwise. weird.
aw my sister has her valentines day dance tonight. cute. i bet shell be taking her lil boyfriend from aragon w. her.
pop show is tonight. *dun dun dun* (lol kevin)
i feel bad for those people that know how good the pop show can be...cause theyr gonna be dissapointed (thats just mostly choir people). @ least no1 else really has any expectations so theyll probably think its kinda good.
ignorant bliss proves true again.
cliff's solo makes me smile. there are some really good solos 2night where the songs are just perfect for that persons voice. and cliffs is one of them. some solos...lol well they arent so great...but i guess the good 1s make up for those 'other' ones lol.
this weekend i hope to...
clean my room
clean out my truck
wash my truck
run errands w. my mama
read history and study for quiz
OH! and have fun!
(maybe finish that damn rollercoaster too lol)
*i just called to say i love you*
(^ thats cliff singing)
sherbert is really good :-)
i think today was a pretty good day. the physics grade perked it up quite a bit. o and the fact that mrs. stoner wasnt there. and breakfast of champions. woo hoo free food! and my nap in history. im glad today was a movie day.
there are so0o0o many people in advisory now. and its no one bad or anything...but its just really hard to enjoy. plus mrs. moore is gettin kinda ticked and i dont want her to explode and kick everyone out. eek! that would be bad. she said shes just gonna do some 'filtering' lol and get everyone out so she/we can have the fun *peaceful* advisory again.
i hope kristin and matt work out whatever is going on between them. most importantly i hope they are happy. sometimes its really frustrating to see such a tumultuous relationship...but theres nothing any1 can do 2 fix it. well except for them. i just hope that things are good no matter how they end up. lol my theory still stands that they act like theyr together so why not be together...being with each other makes them happy! i love you kristin lontoc...i hope everything is GREAT for you!!! :-)
i really need to go 2 the doctor to get my thryoid checked out. but i really hate the doctor because they always find something else wrong w. me besides the reason i came in. so i probably wont go. not unless it gets really bad.
OH i just thought of this. louis also has a really good solo. its so perfect for his voice. he sounds really really good. and erics voice fits his solo very well too. woo hoo for talent! lol
"so yeah, i just had a looong phone conversation with kinsey. like several hours long. 3? i think that's right. 9:30 until just now. she is a lot like me, we are very similar or whatever. i dont know, jennifer is worried i like kinsey and not brooke, but i think the reason i dont like kinsey is because kinsey is one of those girls who is 'out of my league'. i've discussed that phrase before, basically she is too pretty and flirtatious to ever actually be interested in me so i dont really take the idea of liking her seriously."
"i have nothing to offer you and nothing to say, but still i stand there and wait. wait expactantly, hoping today will be different and hoping today will be better. hoping that today ill meet something new in you or start something different. maybe ill finally break a barrier or hit a new string, but so far i havent found this freedom. and when im behind and lacking, or dragging a little slow, you pass me by without a second thought. one track mind on something other than me, and my hospitality adds up to nothing in the end. i wait for you still, no matter how often im passed up or pushed down i stand back up and offer myself again. im here, ive been here, and i hopefully will always be here. whenever you are ready here i am.
this could be applied to a person. it could be applied to people. it could be given to emotions and expectations. dreams or goals or whatever else you choose to apply it to, but for me it applies to all of the above."
thats from chris' diary. i love that he can put everything into words. even when i cant explain it...i can read something of his and what im feeling will be right there...perfectly described. so chris ur not alone...minus that i like girls. thanks for the all access pass!
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