motivate me
Saturday, Feb. 28, 2004, 10:10 pm
today was good.
woke up. ate lucky charms. yum.
then i went to the mall w. my mama for shoes! that was thrilling. i got 3 new pairs. count em...one.two.THREEE!!! its awesome. and theyre all so cute. one pair of sneakerish diesel's...red :-)...and two pair of cute yet casual heels...one black...one red. best part...all three on sale! 2 pair from dillards...one from parade. so...great.
i also got a new book (woo hoo!) and a pair of pajama pants from abercrombie for 5 bucks. lol yeah...only 5. i thought it was pretty insane too.
we walked around a bit just lookin @ stuff...my mama had lunch. it was fun. i like spending time w. her.
we came home and i ate french toast. yum. and then my mama and i just sat around watching tv. easy and fun. i saw queer eye for the straight guy for the 1st time today. funny show. so we watched that for awhile.
around 7:30 we left here and went to eat @ olive garden. we didnt get seated til like 8:40 and that sucked. but the food was really good. and our waiter was awesome. he was very fast w. everything and nice. and we got dessert to go. yum.
so now im home. i was gonna hang out w. jeremy daughtry but we got outta dinner so late that it was too late to do anything. and kristin invited me to come over and watch a movie w. her and matt...lol but i declined. i knew they really didnt want anyone else to come over lol...plus i really didnt wanna sit there alone and uncomfortable. so yeah...i came home. watching zoolander cause supposedly its a really great movie.
im so tired. but...not ready to sleep yet.
lol kevin gets why i came home.
late @ night is when i get really lonely. i wish i had someone to call @ the end of the day...to talk to about everything...someone to say goodnight to.
there is so much inspiration around me...i will be skinny this summer. and next year. my shoes today were part of that 'motivation.' and the bathing suit i want...yeayeah. lol.
there are other motivators too...of course. i want to get to a point where i feel good about myself. and...theres other stuff too...but eh...ill keep it to myself...
i think im gonna go have a few bites of my dessert now. try not to be too lonely. the dark is lonely.
hope youve had a great weekend so far. enjoy sunday!
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