whered chris go?
June 07, 2002, 11:46 am
i dunno where he @...hes like dissapeared. hes never online...he hasnt updated his diary in 4eva...and i called him again 2nite 2 c if he wanted 2 do nething...but nobody wus home and his cell was off. i really miss him. i miss talkin 2 him and bein able 2 tell him everything. we used 2 talk all the time. about everything. now i dont no nething thats goin on w. him...i dont even no where hes gone off 2. i juss...ugh hate how things changed so much. these r the times that i need sum1 like him the most. a friend like him is the only thing that gets me through bad shit. besides kristin and kerri...hes really my only friend that is worth hangin on2...hes 1 of the only true friends ive got. cuz i no kris and kerri may not like me all the time and they may have said sum shit bout me once in a while...but everything that means nething and all the secrets ive told em...theyve kept them 2 themselves. and theyr around and appreciate me and lemme no my problems mean sumthin when i need it most. they let me no i mean sumthin...that im not just a worthless person takin up space in this world. and chris...hes better than every1 else i no. hes so...full of life...entertaining just bein himself...honest...just everything...i luv how he dont give a shit wut other ppl think...hes his own person. ill never meet any1 as...i dunno...great as him. i wish things were like they used 2 b...i wish i wouldve hung on2 him more tightly...made sure i wus always there. then mayb i wouldnt b regretting the separation im feeling now. mayb ill get another chance and hell come back. soon i hope. i luv ya more than nething chris...ur like the brother i never had...the friend ill always want and need...come back soon.
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