2morrow!!!
June 13, 2002, 8:00 pm
AGH!!! THEYR GONNA B HERE 2MORROW!!! im so excited!!!
hehe kerri and chris r takin drivers ed 2gether. hopefully theyll become better friends again and thatll become the missing link between all of us. i hope them takin class 2gether brings us all 2gether again. i miss him lots. :-(.
dude dont ever use nair. it dont work very well...and it irritates ur skin. ITCHY LEGS! muahaha yeah not fun. lol. o well i no better 4 next time.
i luv the movie kAtE & LeOPoLd. its so great. i wish guys were actually that sweet. that open...that honest. guys need 2 learn 2 b more sweetly honest w/ theyr feelings...lol b poetic! muahaha i dunno...another fairy tale dream i suppose.
i got more pictures back 2day. we got like 10 rolls developed. the pictures from KiCkApOo turned out really well. i almost 4got how much fun that wus. i cant wait til we (choir...yeah im a choir girl) til we go 2 CaLiFoRNiA next year. its gonna kick ass.
so yeah um its great that we talked 4 like ever on tuesday and we figured so much stuff out...:-)...but i havent heard from him in the past 2 days. :-(. thats a bit discouraging. i dont like bein confused. i dunno i guess i shouldnt expect 2 much. it is summer. its not like hes willing 2 make a committment. no guy is. im not worth hangin on 2. y do guys think they need so many girls 2 b happy? and yet girls r subliminally satisfied with one guy? it dusnt make much sense 2 me. la de da. but nuthin ever makes perfect sense rite?
so me and kristin are plannin a RoAd tRiP 4 next spring break. muahaha. lol now all we have 2 do is convince our parents. but were trustworthy rite? haha yeah. well we wanna drive 2 fLoRiDa...eh so i dunno how willing our rents will be. mayb well venture sumwhere else...closer...but still far enough away from home. i dunno. itll b fun no matter wut we plan. lol were just fun girls like that.
and our families r plannin an ajoining cruise 4 next summer. thatll b a blast! like me, my mama, my sis, her mama, her, her aunt, uncle, and cuzins, and theyr friends. etc. itll b fun. like i had fun on my last cruise...but that wus just my family. ickgh. but now its ppl my age...lol plus cute guys! wut a great combo.
o man...theyll be here 2morrow. lol ugh. u must think im like...obsessed. but i promise...IM NOT OBSESSED!!! haha no u just have 2 no the whole history. its so great. ive known them 4eva. and kristin is so excited and shes only known them 4 a week from last spring break. haha yeah but theyr so fun.
y hasnt he called?!?! its been 2 days. lol ugh i feel like 1 of those fools u c on tv and movies...who freak out when they havent called. lol yeah but i guess it dus make sense. i mean if i new where hed been goin or wut he wus gonna do...lol i would b like o0o0o0o well hes busy its kool. but im totally clueless. agh great movie. lol yeah but o well. im not gonna worry. no worryin. itll b kool.
haha grace has called me like everyday shes been gone. shes so weird...but shes so great. im so glad i became friends with her last year. i miss her since she goes 2 LC...but she lives down the street so i get 2 c her alot. shes a great friend...i luv ya gracey!!!
ive realized that no matter how much i complain...no matter how sad i feel sumtimes...im so glad 2 have my friends. theyve helped me through it all...and i luv u all 4 it! ill never b alone...even though i may feel like it sumtimes. i couldnt imagine surviving w. out them...well @ least survivin happily. lol yeah well i luv u guys!!! eh dont make fun of me i wus havin a moment...hehe nah but seriously thanx 4 everything...ur great.
o man...in like exactly 24 hours theyr gonna b here. lol ugh im growin impatient!!! im so excited!!! haha ok im dun.
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