the pitfalls hittin alot of ppl...but yet im doin pretty grand...how ironic...?
August 26, 2002, 7:52 pm
la de da. 2day wus fun.
um. so yeah after skool me, jon, and adam went and go mei lee and drove really far and in big circles 2 find this office building that jon and mei lee had 2 go 2 2 sign up 4 alcohol awareness classes. woop de doo. it wus fun. lol actually it wusnt that bad. agh and this big scary girl...like she wus huge...came in sayin she wus there 4 anger management classes and all of us look @ each other like 'o god were gonna die'...hehe i no its mean but it wus funny. so yeah then we went 2 mei lees and ordered pizza and hung out watchin the simpsons and king of the hill...and then we just chilled in her room talkin and stuff. lol we recorded ourselves talkin bout gay shit and then replayed it. lol it wus so gay. but yeah it wus fun nun the less. and then we took the recorder in the car on the way 2 take me home @ like 6:30...haha were so weird...simple ppl simple pleasures. lol but i dont care. we had fun. um yeah so then i came home...went 2 my dads 2 feed the cats...and then dropped off film @ walgreens. im excited...theres pix on there from friday...so thatll b kool.
now im just chillin in my towel cuz i just got outta the shower. kinda bored.
poor kerri. 2day wouldve been her and stuarts 4 month anniversary. so she wus really upset. i no she cant just 4get about him...but i wish she would try and focus her attention on other things. i no the next month or so is gonna b really hard on her. i wish it wusnt. cuz i kinda no how she feels...i mean after tony left i cried myself 2 sleep everynite...and i didnt think id ever get over him...he wus always on my mind. but now i c that i did get over it...and look where i am now. i mean i imagined bein happy again...but i never thought id have a great bf. so i no kerri that it feels like this horrible, pit in ur stomach feeling is gonna last 4eva...but i promise...it will get better. keep the faith babe...and im always here 4 u. i luv ya.
mei lee talked 2 brandon 2day. shes still really upset that hes gone. and i feel bad 4 her cuz i no wut its like 2 watch sumbody u luv leave...like 4 good 2 a long distance place. agh and now we find out that he had feelings 4 her 2...so its extra hard. so yeah im empathetic 4 her as well. i wish happiness 4 every1. i luv u mei lee.
aw kris went 2 the allergy doctor 2day and shes like allergic 2 everything. lol im so sorry kris. it sux cuz now she has 2 go get 2 shots twice a week everyweek. that sux ass. sorry babe.
um de dum. me and jon are great. and i luv that. i luv just bein w/ him...even w/ a big group of folks. its the best when its just me and him though. ah perfection. life is pretty grand rite now...cept 4 a few things. but i no theyll get better w/ time. ok im outta here buh bye.
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