the doctor is in...princess cankle has arrived...yeah ok sarahs back
Sunday, Nov. 03, 2002, 12:36 am
ah ok um so since i updated last...
jon and i arent 2gether nemore. i like yelled @ him thursday (halloween) nite...cuz hes been so distant and like couldnt even b with in 2 feet of me and it wus pissin me off. so i yelled @ him when he dropped me off and didnt wait 4 him 2 say nething and just went inside. he called me like 5 minutes lata and wus like i dont think we should b 2gether nemore. i cant give u wut u want and i dont want u 2 b unhappy half the time because of me bla bla bla. well im glad hes thinkin of sumbody else 4 once. lol. o well. i mean i still like him but now its just like a stupid crush or w/e and ill get over that. cuz i no theres nuthin on his side nemore. he definitely dont want me back. bla ok yeah w/e so moving on.
kerri and stuart are back 2gether. woo hoo! everybodys happy...everybodys in a good place. im happy 4 ppl. mike and brooke are talking or sumthin again...so thats good. they came over here friday nite when stuart, adam, kris, and kerri were here. that wus fun. we all played categories. good game lol. i wus champion 1 of the rounds! woo hoo! category..drinks..chocolate milk! haha mike. yeah it wus fun.
2day i went shopping. that wus good. i needed winter clothes. so i got sum. lol i go back 2morrow 4 more jeans and i need brown heeled boots. woop de doo. lol nah actually i am excited. newayz. the guys had a guy nite of poker over @ nicks house. lol theyr all scarred 4 life from that 1. there wus 80 bucks on the table...jon won it all...then he lost it all...and then mike won it. haha theyr all still freakin out. i think its kinda funny personally. lol jon called me on his way home and wus like look sorry 4 callin but i gotta talk 2 sum1 about this. lol and he just ranted about that damn game. he shouldve left when he was ahead. ah i felt bad 4 him...i felt bad 4 them all. but congrats 2 mike. la de da. o yeah so after the mall me and my mama (cuz my sis was in san antonio @ fiesta texas w/ a friend) went 2 mason jar 4 dinner. um de dum. then i came home and changed cuz i wus freakin freezing and then i went 2 kristins and we watched trading spaces and murder by #s. kerri wus @ stuarts 2nite so it wus just me and kris. la de da yeah so i came home around like 11 or so and cleaned my room up cuz i made a mess lookin 4 these damn shoes 2day. lol yeah so i started cleanin...then jon called...then mike called...then jon called. then i finished cleanin and i wus gonna go 2 bed but i couldnt sleep. so here i am. i keep sayin im gonna keep up w/ this damn thing but i cant seem 2 get around 2 it. mayb w/ dsl (which gets activated on monday woo hoo!) itll b easier 2 stay updated. la de da.
i think 2morrow kerri and kris are takin me out 2 olive garden cuz its like a major sin that i havent been or sumthin. lol. yeah so well do that and ill go shoppin and then who nos.
o yeah so my whole ulcer thing. ive been 2 the doctor more times than i can count. um. we dunno wut it is...it mite not b an ulcer...but i gotta go get a gastrocopy and a colonoscory and an ultrasound of my gallbladder. yeah im really excited. itll either b this comin monday or wednesday cuz tuesday i have a choir field trip. lol yeah were goin 2 sing @ sum of the junior highs so thatll b kool. la de da.
yeah and finally this cyst thing @ the base of my spine is goin away. we gotta wait 4 it 2 heal and then i gotta have surgery on that 2 get it completely removed so it never comes back again. thatll b nice cuz it hurt like a bitch. but no i dont feel it nemore so its ok. its just disgusting 2 think about knowin that its there. lol if u dont no wut im talkin bout dont worry...ill spare u the gorey details. lol ah i feel so sick! i want all of my illnesses 2 go away. blah! lol emperess fajita mama (aka mason) says im broken. im her broken princess cankle. lol aw its nice 2 b loved.
jon and i are fighting rite now and i really dont even no y. hes the 1 who wanted it this way so i dont understand wut hes carryin on about. agh. y the fuck dus he care so much? ah boys make me mad. grr @ boys. please take reference 2 the boys are mean list. very useful piece of literature rite there. blah. he says hes my friend and thats y he cares so much. that has nuthin 2 do w/ wut were talkin about. boys are so ignorant and clueless! agh. sumbody needs 2 hit em so mayb theyll get a fuckin clue. lol.
it feels like i hafta go 2 skool 2morrow. i dont no y but it dus. blah i hate skool. grr @ edumacation.
but yay i get dsl on monday!!! and yay we got a new refridgerator!!! lol o yeah and woo hoo my mama got a new job! amazing how good things can happen all around me but yet i still feel drained and not so amazing.
ok im 2 drained 2 rite nemore. and this persistent headache ive had 4 like three days is coming back again. so im gonna go 4 now and finish fightin w/ jon and then im gonna hit the hay. ill talk 2 all u cowpokes lata. peace. luv ya.
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