blah-ness
Tuesday, Jan. 21, 2003, 8:30 pm
bla de blah. 2 day i got 2 go 2 the gym. that wus nice...until it wus ruined by my dads bitching all the way home. good lord i cant stand that man sometimes. ok...alot of the time.
2day just sucked...it just down right blowed major cock. havent had a shitty day like this in a while. and its not like nething extremely horrible happened or nething...it just sucked. blah. yeah really horrible horrible day. by the end of it i just wanted 2 break down and cry. 4 no good reason. and i shed a tear or 2 in adams truck when he took me home...but yeah he dont even no that...im sneaky. lol so yeah shhh. ill keep my crappy feelings 2 myself thanx.
after school mason came 2 save me around 4:15 and we took pix @ the park 4 her art project. and then we swang. and it wus fun. i luv hanging w/ my emperess...she always lifts my spirits...even if it is momentarily. then we headed to her house and took some more pics. we took a few in her room and i wus surrounded by candles...it wus awesome...i hope the come out well. u gotta lemme c em jess. so yeah then we just chilled and talked about her departure from here. its so sad. like its really beginning 2 hit me. every1s goin...im friends w/ so many seniors this year...and theyr all graduating. its so saddenning. im gonna miss everyone so much. and im gonna cry like a baby @ their graduation and at the end of the summer. ah. ok im gonna stop thinkin about it now.
so yeah then she dropped me @ the gym...thanx. and i worked out 4 a good hour and a half. ran 4 miles 2day. good feeling. 2 bad the feeling dont last. im all...i dunno...blah again. yeah thats how i feel...blah. nothing great...nothing bad...just blah. i dunno. w/e.
i luv hangin out w/ all of the boys...thomas, peter, brandon, travis, manuel, mark, brad, blake...theyr so...entertaining. lol ah...theyr great guys. and for the record...the best # ever is 19 and its crown. hehe
well no im gonna retreat off in2 the unknown...lol i dunno y i just said that. im outta here fools...if nething interesting happens ill let ya no. sign the guestbook! have a great day 2morrow...sleep well.
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