stupid freshman girlfriend
Friday, Mar. 14, 2003, 2:58 pm
hi. i know i know. i havent updated in awhile. my apologies.
florida wasnt all it was cracked up 2 be. actually it was a bit dissapointing and...BORING. o well. mayb next time it will b better. we did get 2 do alot of shopping :-) and we went 2 the beach and orlando studios...so it wasnt a complete waste. just not the most fantastic thing ever. i guess im glad 2 b home. while i was there i really wanted 2 come home...and its nice 2 b here. i missed every1 so much. i hadnt seen anyone 4 like a month...thats long and unbearable. but its over now. yay!
last night was pat green!!! it was great...i luv that guy. lol damn rodney, adam, jon, and mei lee got 2 go backstage and meet pat fuckin green...i was not happy. lol i couldve gone!!! hehe :-( but i guess its kool adam brought me back a dollar signed by pat green. thats nice. im goin 2 frame it...ill treasure it always. thanks adam.
all of this animosity between every1 is really starting 2 get on my nerves. like kris flippin out on adam last night...ruining the mood 4 awhile. and every1 just so...hateful. ppl need 2 stop talkin shit and get over it. adam and i talked about it on the way 'home' last night...we just wish every1 could get along. so all of us could hang out 2gether. it used 2 b fun. but now mei lees got a problem with me and theres that whole thing between adam and kris and kerri...its just not worth it. ppl need 2 get over it. this shit has been goin on 4 too long. talk about holding grudges.
i talked 2 reid 2day. that was kool. reid...from the wedding last december reid. hes good. i remember stayin up til 3 in the mornin just talkin about everything. it was awesome. i love being able to do that. just talk forever about everything...not worrying about time or schedule or aneything. like wed night when i went 2 masons. we just talked...and it was great. i luv u guys. i smile for you jess!!! yay for secret banners!!!
my mama and i got in a fight last night. it began because the cop stopped us outside of the park and lectured us on curfew and he called mi madre. so yeah we talked about that fisrt...but i think that theres alot of unspoken animosity between my mother and me...and it was all kind of boiling to the surface last night. i was crying @ jessicas house...and i never do that when were just talkin...ever. and all this crap was comin in2 my mind...but i still really dont wanna bring it up. they kind of linger on that 'uncomfortable' zone. not fun stuff. o well she and i are ok now. thats good.
weve got this damn project in english that i havent even begun. ben and i are sposed 2 get 2gether and work on it 2morrow. that will b exciting. (please note a highly large amount of sarcasm enforced in that last statement)
this spring break has kind of sucked. hopefully it will get better in the finishing stretch. i need 2 give jessa a call and c wut shes up 2...and sosas havin a shindig on saturday that he invited me 2...we ran into him and arcie @ the pat green concert last night.
i talked 2 adam not 2 long ago and he mentioned some venture 2 ihop. mayb ill go. i havent decided if its worth the effort of getting dressed lol.
ok im bored w/ this now. ive got more shit on my mind...but i dont have the interest 2 address it right now. mayb lata. my other diary is more entertaining 2 update...so mayb ill work on that 4 a bit. i love you all...its good 2 b home.
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