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complexity
Sunday, Aug. 31, 2003, 1:31 am

i read whitneys diary today (much props whintey) and it got me thinkin.

why has society drifted so far to become so...expecting. all these things...material or otherwise...all these things have now become expected happenings in daily lives. some of us have taken these expectations and utilized them but still kept a level head. they stay...to so extent...humble...and appreciative...which makes them...in a sense...not very expective @ all. (yes i know i pretty much just contradicted myself but in my diary i can do what i want lol)others however have become selfish brats. spoiled brats. just brats in general. expecting and unappreciative and very 'me against the world'. what the hell is that? y do so many people feel the need to prove themselves by boasting and announcing their possesions. and of course there are still others that are so spoiled and selfish but still so desperate for attention and recognition that they would take the time to voice their popularity or '# of friends' or make their problems every1 else responsiblility as well...just so people answer to them. what is that? they take so much time trying to prove themselves through an array of methods thinking that somewhere down along the line theyre gonna make some lasting impression. get a clue. no 1 can control any1 else...its impossible...its called free will. and then when the method doesnt produce the right results...it becomes more of some type of competition...a competition based on self satisfaction and selfish motivation to prove themselves as higher, better, prettier, more deserving, w/e. its all become a very large competition for rank and respect. and ATTENTIOIN. why do so many people take so much time to draw attention to themselves? you can never satisfy every1...but yet some people need the attention of so many people that they waste so much time conjuring up ways to catch every1s eye. mayb like they talk about in english its the american dream blown way out of proportion. stop trying. we all know you u really are. even if u dont. people know and people can identify the type of person u are...no matter wut kind of front u put out. and its alot easier to pick up on the true heart of a person when they think that their act is really their reality.

what is this strong inferiority complex? why does it drive so many...and identified and known of by only a few?

selfish, ignorant, and attention starved. that is what (some of) the people of america are becoming. u know who they are. hopefully their reality slap will arrive soon.

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