i hate work
Saturday, Jan. 03, 2004, 11:29 pm
i just got home from work.
today was a kind of busy day. i think i kept myself busy so i wouldnt dwell on everything too much. eh. w.e works.
i woke up @ 10 to meet my mama @ the gym so we could take a class @ 10:30 cause she wanted to. so yeah that was an experience and then i showed her around the y and introduced her to all of the equipment and such cause shes never been there. i love my mama.
i got home around 12:30 and ate an apple.
finally worked up the energy to take a shower. i got ready and such although i had nowhere to go...but o well. so i sat around trying to think of something to do. and thinking is never good for me. so i just forced myself to pick something.
so my sister and i went to the mall for a lil while and i got 2 shirts @ american eagle because i had a gift certificate there. then @ 5 we met my mama for dinner @ fridays and that was fun. like i said...i love my mama.
we had good dinner conversation and pretty good food. all around not bad.
after that i took my sister home and then headed to work.
or the hell hole...as it has been recently renamed because of tonight.
i hate completely incompetent people. and thats what i was stuck working with tonight. shes not 'new' anymore...shes been there @ least the month. but the girl really doesnt know anything...and im no exaggerating. shes kind of spacey...like shes there...but her minds not. and she always had to ask what the order was like 4 times before she made it...and then while she made it she walked around kind of dazed and confused as if this was completely foreign to her.
yes of course then i was stuck doing dishes. tonight was just...bad...what a great way to top off the past three crap days.
thank god im quittin. well thats of course if i get the job @ the y. o i pray i get the job @ the y. the pay is better...theyr closer...and i would imagine that the hours wouldnt suck so bad. i dunno. well see.
i havent cried all day. ive done so well. but now...agh...when it rains...it pours.
i hate this so much.
im so scared.
so confused.
i hope everyone had a great saturday.
a big thank u to everyone whos talked to me lately. i really appreciate it.
chris and i had a good talk last night. and kristins always there for me. and kevin and i had a good talk 2day. and my mama is just there for me...even if we dont talk about it.
i have no idea what to do.
well i hope everyone had a good saturday. enjoy the last few days without school. theyr fading fast.
i wish i could find a song to describe the way im feeling right now. if u know me then u know i love song lyrics and their relevancy to life so much...i love finding meaning in them. i want to find a song. because then mayb i could accurately describe the way im feeling right now.
Lyrics from Savage Garden's Crash and Burn and are copyrighted to Savage Garden