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school 2morrow
Monday, Jan. 05, 2004, 6:45 pm

you know those really soft, slow kisses? the perfect ones? just...great.

yeah it was like that.

were not gonna rush into anything though. were gonna take it slow...see where it goes. mayb this is meant to be...mayb its not. time will only tell.

i guess almost everything depends on time.

i picked up my application for the y today. stephen works there. hes a lifeguard and thats cool. lol i do not want to be a lifeguard...but good for him. i really hope they employ me. i really really do.

cause i really hate connies.

i work tuesday and saturday this week. blah.

im really glad ive got that private diary. its nice to have secrets for yourself. although it is nice to share it with a select few...but really only a select few that understand. cause most people dont understand a lot of things about me. lol ok im rambling about nothing.

moving on.

tomorrow is school.

tomorrow is school.

its really hard to accept.

but thats ok cause kevin called the district and told them that there wouldnt be any school tomorrow after all.

so im not so worried.

theres alot of things that i wish i could say...wish i could do.

but i cant.

thats a shame.

yesterday wasnt bad. i got up and went to church. learned that tomorrow is the day of "epiphany"...i wonder what light bulb will go on for me? la de da. then my father, sister, and i went to see somethings gotta give. good movie. great movie. and it was funny. although my sister and i were the only people in there under the age of 40...it was still good.

we came home and put away xmas decorations. then around 7:30 kevin and i went to outback and matt met us up there. and we ate. and had fun. and lol yeah it was fun. kevin cut my name out of the bread. we had like 5 loaves. i took the letters home and took a picture of it. lol it was funny. yeah ok it was funny if u were there.

yyyeeeaaayah.

then we went and just hung out @ kristin landuas house. watched the game. they worked on a puzzle. it was kristin, kerri, me, kevin, matt, and kristin. and it was nice. good and easy for the last night of freedom.

im really glad my dad let me go out last night. i really didnt think i was gonna get to. but then @ like 6:45 he just walks through the living room and is like "um im not making dinner anymore so get something yourselves." so yeah thats when i decided to go out.

had a good convo again with kevin yesterday. very insightful kid. good advice. thanks kevivin.

ok well its dinner time...so ill update more lata if i feel like it.

happy monday!

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